Signs, Omens, and Control
Simple PassionFollows the narrator’s efforts to manage uncertainty through rituals, forecasts, and imagined causal links.
increasing
Bearing strength in each event
decreasing
Horoscopes First

Horoscopes First
A Magazine Habit
The narrator begins reading the horoscope first in women’s magazines.
Ordinary leisure becomes a search for signs relevant to her emotional future.
Borrowed Certainty
The practice offers a language of prediction where direct knowledge of A is unavailable.
Its reassurance remains temporary and indirect.
Charity for a Call

Charity for a Call
Conditional Promises
The narrator promises donations if A calls or visits before a chosen date.
Giving becomes linked to the outcome she wants.
Ritualized Hope
The gesture lets her act when she cannot influence A directly.
It turns helpless waiting into a personal bargain with chance.
The Fortune-teller Search

The Fortune-teller Search
Names in a Directory
The narrator searches for clairvoyants and feels excitement while recording their contacts.
The activity resembles earlier preparations made for A.
Fear of Prediction
She does not call because a fortune-teller might say A will never return.
The wish for certainty is outweighed by fear of its answer.
A Wish at the Tomb

A Wish at the Tomb
A Photograph as Offering
In Padua, the narrator presses A’s photograph against a saint’s tomb.
She joins other visitors leaving objects and written prayers.
Hope Materialized
The act turns longing into a physical ritual.
A picture and a sacred place carry a request that has no practical route to fulfillment.
The Crash Wish

The Crash Wish
A Catastrophic Bargain
The narrator wishes the plane would crash if she is never to see A again.
The thought gives imagined disaster a role in measuring desire.
Testing the Passion
She repeatedly considers whether she would accept an accident as its price.
The extreme wish dramatizes how completely uncertainty has occupied her mind.
during the affair
during the affair
the first period of grief after A leaves
the summer after A leaves
during the return flight from Copenhagen